Well…I had a pretty crazy night last night. Long story short I found out that my recent “ex” boyfriend was cheating on me for just about the entire duration of our five month relationship with his former girlfriend. Through a random series of events, she I and were put in touch with one another and looked at our cell phones, text messages, calendars, etc…
He was playing the two of us. When I’d be at work he’d be with her, when she was working-he was with me.
It’s funny because she told me that she had been reading my blog trying to figure out whether or not he was still seeing me.
I don’t usually blog about my love life or write about it. It’s a very touchy subject with me. I won’t get into too much detail, but this guy did a number on me. He was worse than my celebrity crush that I dated that broke my heart into a million pieces. I’m almost even mad at myself that I “came out” and said I had a boyfriend on television.
Dammit! With all the press I got I could’ve found a better more upstanding guy.
So anywhoo…she and I confronted him last night at her apartment. It was like a combination of “The Bachelor” and “Intervention”. He actually didn’t run away, but he didn’t really fess up to anything until the last 10 minutes of our 90 minute ordeal.
It really sucks. She’s a great girl and I really like her. Hells, I’d date her. She’s awesome. He’s head over heels for her and I can see why. She’s great and I think we’re actually going to be friends after this.
He juggled the two of us for almost five months. He said he did that because he didn’t want to be with me, but wanted to be with her in the end. He said he was trying to figure out a way to dump me, and had been for a long time.
I don’t understand this guy. Maybe I just don’t understand guys period. This guy has a lot to lose, so I really don’t understand why he handled it the way that he did. Even crazier, he still thinks I want him back?! He called me this morning saying “I don’t want to be with you.” and I’m like “DUDE…I SO don’t want to be with you.” Maybe if the ass ever reads my blog, he’ll figure that out.
on a side note:
I’ll probably never work another day as an actor in New York City, but I don’t care and haven’t for awhile. I guess in the long run, that’s not so bad.